#84

things have been really good lately. i've been taking more pictures of my memories than ever before and i have a real photo shoot planned for monday which might involve a white rabbit. i'm also planning two other shoots that should hopefully happen any time this month. i'm so excited i could burst. i feel like a much happier person this year. i mean, i still have my sad moments, but everything in general just feels so much nicer. anyways, here are some pictures from a bonfire in the bidwell's backyard, way back in early december:

#83

chris lives in california and he plays music and jessee lives in chicago and she plays music and sometimes they play music in the same place together and it's called paper st. they came over to my house on christmas eve and i took pictures of them for an album they might be releasing. here are some of my favorites from the shoot:








 fun fact: the only articles of clothing that didn't come out of my closet are chris's jeans and jessee's pin.





 you should check out their music and like their page, because they really are great.

#82

me and chris and oliver james on the bidwell's porch today. lexi took these for me.

#81

christmas eve eve. we started the day thrifting in old town temecula. it was me, lexi, gabrielle, and christopher, who came down all the way from chicago just to spend a couple days with us. separately we are separate, but when gabrielle and lexi and i get together, it's like a tri-force of indie-manic-pixie-dream-girl that tumblr boys just cannot ignore.

 we swung by our house for a little while afterwards, and christopher proceeded to make a mess going through my record collection and picking out "the essentials." christopher is definitely robert osborne in disguise, you guys. i'm onto him.




 two of my very favorite people in the world are in a band called paper st. and after a nice dinner with christopher's dad, we headed over to see them play a gig at flour fusion. it was a party and a half! i really do adore those two.




 i asked these little flour fusion craft elves in the back if i could take their picture, and then two minutes later, without knowing that i had taken their picture, jessee said that i should take their picture. jessee is my spirit animal. 

#80

i have poison oak on my legs and butterflies in my stomach.

 i'm empty and aching and i don't know why.