*this post will get deleted tomorrow when I PROMISE i will post new photos.
June 9, 2012
i was talking with a special someone yesterday about feeling disconnected from other human beings and he brought up the topic of creating and sharing and feeling like nobody cares about things unless they're on the internet. he also talked about how left out he feels and it definitely made me feel a little less alone knowing i'm not the only one who feels that way. i'm just so bad at being anything other than a spectator, and i can't think of anything harder than forming relationships with people. i've been feeling pretty down since summer started because everyone seems so busy with their own lives, and i don't know how to get the friendship ball rolling without feeling awkward and unequipped with the social skills to make friends . . . not that any of this matters, really. i just think i've found myself in a position of retreat from both human interaction, sharing the art i've been making, and just being on the internet in general all at the same time and i don't know how good or bad of a thing that is. i guess what i'm really saying is, i'm sorry i haven't done anything in a while and i promise i'll update this little corner of the internet with pictures from coachella and photo shoots and other things really soon. i have three rolls of film share here, three rolls of film to pick up and scan, and a special spread i shot that i'm excited to share on the eighteenth. plus, i'm doing a shoot at the end of june that i am really excited about. so, yeah. tomorrow. new pictures. i promise.